Focus
My focus has not been where it should be.I have not been checking in mornings, I have been sleeping late,staying up late, not doing what I should be doing, focusing on everything BUT the all important health issue of losing weight sanely. Just four months ago I was hospitalized, this is not something I need to focus on because I wanna look adorable again (that’s just a nice side effect)I need to do this because it will kill me if I do not.
I am also not eating . I have to say it out loud or the secret behaviors will start again, I have to be rigorously honest. My ex was kind enough to sell me the total gym so I have been able to work out on that and God I love that thing. I would marry it if it wasn’t so stiff and cold.Wait, I married my ex husband and he was stiff and cold….but I digress…