What was my Point?

Posted June 3, 2008
File under: Blogroll, Motivation

I was doing a lot of deep thinking last night re: eating, food issues, weight loss, body image etc. I’ve come to realize my living issues are my eating and food issues. I know within my very being that my reactions to; my environment, my thinking patterns and sense of self are all wrapped up in my eating disorder an body image.

I could go on and on about how America and Europe has this impossible body image (and yea we do in a sense) but that doesn’t negate my responsibility to my health; mental, emotional, spiritual and physical. Knowing this, what are the ways I can daily, even minute by minute, deal with these issues?  It isn’t just about not seeing fat rolls any more, it’s about being ok with who I am, what I believe, what I stand for, et al. It is all one for me.

Todays Goals:

  1. Dress well
  2. Makeup
  3. Work at Carol Ann’s
  4. Meal Plan for grocery shopping
  5. Blog about what ever I want to blog about regardless of how someone else perceives it. This is my piece of the pie, I am responsible to get what I need out of it. If it helps someone else, thats Bonus and Score.

I’ve got my fancy rubber band back on my wrist for today.  I’ve got my Benedryl handy for hives. I’ve got my ordered list both here and for work. Lets go.

1 Comment so far

  1. wildflower @ June 10th, 2008

    So I see…I missed all these…but don’t be mad at me…I wasn’t able to reply, or e-mail for the longest time, so I took a break… but, I do get what your saying about blogs, more time thinking about what you need to write, and less time worrying about what others will think. You have to be a bit selfish, thanks for making me see that…

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